One thing about me.

I don't care what the Internet thinks. Claire Suddath makes me smile. Here's part two.

The kiddos at the zoo.

He loves his camera.

She loves the fish.



He looks like the zoo docent.

The Family That Worries Together...

So we went to the zoo yesterday and had a great time. See the pics? Um, okay. I promise we had a good time. I promise that we were happy to see meerkats and giraffes and elephants and I'm pretty sure that we smiled a lot. I just didn't happen to catch that in the photos below. I'll post happier looking pictures later.

The Gibbons at the zoo can be a litte loud.

Visit Nashville Zoo.

At Play

Monday Me

Dreams of a Four-Year-Old Princess

My Dirty Dog

My good friend at Life on the "Golden Road" is asking for Most Valuable Pet votes for his dog Nala. Visit his blog, follow the link and vote if you like. I just did.

Feel Good Friday - "I Feel Better Than..."

I'm unsure of the exact wording, but today my 4-year-old asked me, as it turned out, to make her a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Whether it was my failing attempt at hearing or her failing attempt at enunciating, what I heard was, "I feel better than Gene Simmons." Wha??

And now I'm reminded of my early record store days. There were three songs that I was really, really into that we would play frequently: "This Is Ponderous" by 2NU, "Me And Elvis" by Human Radio, and "I Feel Better Than James Brown" by the fantastic Was (Not Was).

Enjoy Was (Not Was). And feel good. It's Friday.

The Curiosity of Children

My young kiddos impress me so much. In recent weeks they've jumped at any chance to learn and use words in other languages. They have a big brother who has a girlfriend who is fluent in Portuguese and when they learned this, they were all over me to teach them some Portuguese. They'll just have to ask her when they meet her. I know nothing.

Each day when I leave for work, it is our custom to meet at the door for hugs and kisses and well wishes. "Goodbye, adios, watch out for cars" is the familar refrain. Today I taught them a few of the French words and phrases I know: Bon jour, au revoir, comment allez-vous, ca va. They ate it up and we had the big time saying hello and goodbye to each other and asking how one another was doing. We were doing very well, thank you very much.

As I shared on Twitter, Ari made me laugh earlier this evening by remaining curious about words said in other languages even when my mind was a million miles away from that. She was in the tub but doing more playing than bathing. I got after her to hurry up.

"Bathe," I said impatiently to my little girl. "What does bathe mean?" "It's another way to say 'take a bath.'" "Oh, I don't speak French."

The girl cracks me up.

So does the boy. A few Saturdays ago, I went to that one place in the apartment where I pretend that no one can bother me: the bathroom. I tuned the radio to WPLN to listen to La Rondine in peace. Of course, Joshua entered within minutes, but instead about making the usual noise about Star Wars toys or complaining about his sister, he just sat down on the floor with me and asked me what I was listening to. I told him that it was called opera and he said that he liked it. With that I let him stay and listen with me and he asked me what language they were singing in and what they were saying. His interest lasted all of about five minutes, but that's not too bad for a five-year-old boy with video games, television, and a million stormtroopers in the next room.

I thought that was the end of his interest in opera but tonight Joshua asked me to turn on some opera on his bedside radio. Of course, the radio station was playing classical music instead tonight and he was a bit sad about that. He rolled over and muttered quietly and pitifully, "I never get to listen to opera." Well, if that's what he wants to fall asleep to, I guess I'll have to burn some CDs for him tomorrow. Maybe some Jean-Phillipe Rameau. You know, since he's already a bit familiar with some French. Au revoir.

Monday Me

Our living room looks so much nicer now and all we did was angle the couch out from the wall a bit, move one chair from one corner to another and get rid of another chair that was getting to look quite hideous. (It matches the couch if that tells you what I think of our couch.) Of course, we don't know what to do with the chair. I'd toss it into the dumpster outside our apartment, but it's against the rules to do that. Never mind that most days I see all kinds of furniture in the dumpster, but I try to be a rule follower so we're doing it redneck style and keeping the chair on our back patio area. It's big and fat and tacky and yours if you want it.

Is the economy getting you down? Me, too. Here's hoping we can get back to a point where just working for a living is enough. I can't whine too much as long as I'm only working one job. I'd love to find a second job, but feel limited with transportation challenges. Surely I can find something in walking distance and hope that my bosses keep giving me rides to and from work. The Honda is pretty much done and I can't afford to fix what ails it so it just sits outside. It runs but has issues and it might be time to just sell it for whatever and buy a good bicycle or save up for a scooter.

In awesome news, Nashvillest brings us the leaked line-up for this year's Bonnaroo concert. Bruce!

Seeking Solace and Peace

From The Elements of Benedictine Life:

Silence. Before we can listen, before we can truly hear the Word of God addressed to our hearts, the spirit and practice of silence is essential. Silence for the monk is not a rejection of the neighbor but rather a recollected attentiveness to what lies at the heart of reality once all the ephemeral clutter of daily life is cleared away. Only one who has learned how to be silent, who has learned how to go beyond the noise from inside and outside himself, will be able to hear the cry of others, as well as the call of God.

There was a time back in 2000 or 2001 that I was seriously thinking about visiting The Abbey of Gethsemani. According to what I read of it in the paper, you could schedule a week or a weekend there and live among the Trappist monk, living as they do. My interest in the retreat had as much to do with religion as with making time to embrace and appreciate purposeful silence, escaping life's habit of "sound and fury, signifying nothing," if you will.

I never really followed up on that, but I still think of it from time to time. I take my peace in the relative quiet of my nights after clocking out at work. Sometimes it's the true silence that I receive and sometimes it's the pretend kind, the kind I make for myself by listening to Van Morrison's Hymns To The Silence on my iPod. Even though it's not the real thing, that record can certainly walk you peacefully toward it.

I'm still the same old me, always struggling to make enough money for my family, never quite figuring out how. I love the people in my noisy little life and want the absolute best for them as they do so much to make me smile. But sometimes everyone talks at the same time and the TV's on and the dog is whining to go out and I'm full of economic despair as it is and I just need some stillness and some peace.

 Thanks for reading. I wish you peace.

J-Bez

Watching A Nice Person Sign Autographs

I stood in the lobby at my post and watched a woman sign autographs. She was pleasant, patient, and beautiful. Her perfect posture was such that I became aware of my slacking self and straightened up.

The autograph seekers were softball coaches and she was Chicago Bandits pitcher Amanda Freed. She was speaking at a coaches clinic and sharing tips and advice. I don't know softball but I'm always impressed by athletes and their abilities. More than that, I was impressed by Amanda Freed's kind and engaging demeanor. I'll be very pleased if my daughters grow up to be as talented and friendly.

On a related note, enjoy this article from Neuroanthropology entitled "Throwing Like A Girl('s Brain)."

The Sibling Dynamic, Part Four

Gone seem the days of her being bullied by her bigger brother. In recent months the newly turned 4-year-old has learned how to stand her ground. She's independent and strong, and maybe a bit manipulative. It used to be that when she'd complain that her brother took a toy from her or poked her, it meant that those things did occur. Now there are instances where maybe he did and maybe he didn't. It makes parenting a wee bit harder.

Even when she requires our help in sibling-related situations, she puts her own stamp on it:

     Ari: Mom, Josh won't let me into his room.

     Mom: Go tell him that I said he has to let you play in his room.

     Ari: Joshua, Mom said you have to let me play in your room. The End!

The End? Her words and Joshua relents.

The End.